You were the friend I always wanted. You listened to me, gave me great advice, when you were around I didn’t feel alone, you always knew how to make me smile, but like all good things, our friendship, came to an end. Losing you, was one of the hardest moments in my life. To this day, I wish things had never gone wrong. Most days, I don’t think about you, but when I do, I can’t help but cry. I fear running into you because I know my heart will sink into my stomach. I hate myself for missing you, because no matter what our friendship can never be. I wish this weren’t the case, but unfortunately it is. We are toxic for each other. What hurts me the most is all our amazing memories together, but I need to realize it was all an illusion. I let my feelings get the best of me, and in the end, I saw who you truly were. I don’t hate you, I hate that I let myself believe you were my friend. I was so desperate to have a true friend, I didn’t see passed your mask. I wish I could let you go, but I can’t. Unfortunately, there will always be a part of me that still cares. Maybe in time, I will have the courage to let you go, but until that day comes, just know, I loved you.
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